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Althea Valara ([personal profile] althea_valara) wrote2025-08-23 11:44 am
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totally procrastinating, so here's a questionnaire

Someone - I forget who, sorry! - linked to this list of 15 questions for fanfic writers, put together by [personal profile] maevedarcy. I do so love questionnaires and writing memes, even if I'm not that big of a writer (yet!).

questions and answers under cut to spare your reading pages the length )
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thepaperlady ([personal profile] thepaperlady) wrote in [community profile] addme2025-08-23 10:38 am

hey

Name: Sarah, but you can also call me Paperlady (or any nickname you like).
 
Age: 19 (turning 20 in November).
 
Location / Timezone: UTC+3.
 
I mostly post about:
Life updates, reflections, and general diary-type entries. I’m hoping to use Dreamwidth as a way to slow down, read more, and improve my writing through conversations and entries. Expect book notes, film thoughts, and sometimes just little pieces of my day. My posting schedule will probably be all over the place — sometimes a lot at once, sometimes nothing for a bit, and occasionally a steady routine when I get into a groove.
 
My hobbies are:
Baking, playing guitar, journaling, photography, sometimes art and editing. I love discovering new music and I get a little too invested in my playlists. I’m also trying to get deeper into reading and writing.
 
My fandoms / media loves are:
Coming-of-age stories, slow romances, and movies that ache in quiet ways (Before Sunrise, Only You, Romeo + Juliet 1996, etc.). Been getting into poetry (Rilke, Mary Oliver, Patti Smith) and a mix of alternative/indie music — Jeff Buckley, Radiohead, The Strokes, Smashing pumpkins, The Killers, etc.
 
I’m looking to meet people who:
Like exchanging thoughts and snippets of daily life, who enjoy books, films, and music, and who are here for conversation.
 
My posting schedule tends to be:
Erratic, distracted, then obsessed. Probably a couple times a week when I’m consistent.
 
Before adding me, you should know:
I deal with some anxiety when it comes to talking, but I’m hoping this space helps me through that. I don’t post anything graphic, though some of the media I love touches on heavier themes like heartbreak, mental health, or loss.
 
Dealbreakers:
I’m not interested in anyone who puts others down for who they are, cruelty, or being dismissive.
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Jay. ([personal profile] cirquels) wrote in [community profile] addme2025-08-21 07:58 pm

hey yall.


Name: Jay
Age: 40

I mostly post about:
life. thoughts. pets.

My hobbies are:
video games. trivia nights. petting cats.

My fandoms are:
Loki. guardians of the galaxy. norse goddess Hel. neil gaiman. i just sorta realized i dont have many fandoms right now

I'm looking to meet people who:
post. are interested in the day to day ladida of life.

My posting schedule tends to be:
right now its new again, and id like to keep it pretty regular

When I add people, my dealbreakers are:
not much is a deal breaker. im not here to judge you.

Before adding me, you should know:
i enjoy all kinds of conversations and learning. as tyrion lannister says "I drink and I know things"
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atamascolily ([personal profile] atamascolily) wrote2025-08-21 03:46 pm
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mid-August reading check-in

You can tell I've read enough Seishi Yokomizo now that halfway through The Devil's Flute Murders, I was like, "so where does the repatriated soldier with PTSD turn up?" and while it took him a while, he did indeed turn up by the end, hidden in plain sight the entire time. This one was set in the wreckage of post-war Tokyo in Azabu (which includes Azabu-Juban, where Sailor Moon is set).

In classic Japanese fashion, there is a long-running manga series called "The Kindachi Case Files" about Kosuke Kindachi's grandson who has inherited his predecessor's deductive skills, and I just laughed so hard. You know you've made it as a detective author when other people start writing about your character's descendants who are just like their forebears, hahaha. I'm very sad that only a handful of the Kosuke Kindachi novels have been translated into English, because there's 77 total, which puts him ahead of Nero Wolfe at 73.

On the Nero Wolfe front, finished Where There's A Will, which was fun but I don't think it ever resolved exactly why the 3 sisters specifically get fruit by the end; and the first part of Not Quite Dead Enough, which turned out to be two shorter but linked stories in one, which I didn't realize until I got to the end of the first story (with the same title) and was surprised it was over already.

Also read: A Magical Girl Retires, which was a modern South Korean take on magical girls "IRL" - some fun stuff and social commentary, but not really what I was looking for.

I also read School of Shards, book 3 of the Metamorphosis Cycle (now renamed "Vita Nostra" after the first book) by Marina and Sergei Dyachenko. The first book did "weird dark academia" extremely well, the second got weirder, and the third was in many ways a repeat of the previous books with a few key differences, such as the earlier generation of students now in charge, repeating the cruel necessities of the system while also trying to change it.

This was one of those series where I wasn't sure if it would ever be finished, so I'm glad they were able to wrap it up (especially since one of the authors died) but I don't like books 2 and 3 as much as book 1 even if I can't really articulate why. The twist of Vita Nostra is so sharp and sudden and well-done in a way that explains everything and nothing, I just don't know if anything can ever top that reveal, and so it's a little strange seeing it treated in the sequels as a mundane fact.

That said, the short crackfic I wrote for this series remains a personal favorite, and I keep thinking about it every time a certain term comes up.
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The Radical Child ([personal profile] theradicalchild) wrote in [community profile] addme2025-08-20 08:29 pm

Seeking New Friends

Name: Remy

Age: 41

I mostly post about: My personal life, mental health, game reviews, book reviews, movie reviews, and other stuff. I am also working on a furry fantasy novel that I hope to finish typing up one of these days--I already have it written out in seven or so notebooks.

My hobbies are: AI furry art, reading, writing, video games

My fandoms are: I was heavily into the furry fandom and AI furry art communities but had several falling outs with the former ages ago and the latter recently that led to me leaving social media, but I still enjoy doing them.

I'm looking to meet people who: Comfort me when I'm in need, make insightful commentary on my entries, appreciate my unique autistic perspective.

My posting schedule tends to be: At least once every few days.

When I add people, my dealbreakers are: I am very somewhat ideologically sensitive as politics has broken tons of my past friendships.

Before adding me, you should know: I am autistic and very PTSD, damaged from 18 years of psychiatric medications. Read my sticky post to learn more.
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Isis ([personal profile] isis) wrote2025-08-20 04:11 pm
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wednesday reads and things

What I've recently finished reading:

Emily Wilde's Compendium of Lost Tales by Heather Fawcett, which, it's the third book in the series, so if you like this series you will probably like this book. I particularly enjoyed the trope (which is not uncommon - it's also an element of the Invisible Library series, for example) that the Fae are governed by tales and stories, so the things that happen in their kingdoms generally follow the well-known structures of fairy tales. I also appreciated that the story wrapped around to include elements of the first book.

What I'm reading now:

My hold on Empire of Silence by Christopher Ruocchio came in, and - I can't remember why I put a hold on this book? Did one of you recommend it? I've started it but I am not finding the style particularly engaging. I'll stick with it for a while, though.

What I've recently finished watching:

Untamed, about which I must agree with [personal profile] treewishes's assessment: "Excellent scenery and interesting characters, the plot, um." The drone shots of Yosemite are spectacular! The action taking place in meadows with cliffs in the background is beautiful! The very beginning has some really fingernail-biting rock climbing (both B and I, who used to climb, muttered at the total sketchiness of one of the placements...) and overall the scenery is just gorgeous. The characters and the way they interact, their backstories and their drama and trauma, are definitely interesting. The plot, um. I have a lot of niggling criticisms, like, there is no way an LA cop would be able to easily transfer to a park ranger job! There is no way an experienced law enforcement officer would go confront a dangerous person without backup! I am side-eyeing the idea of a hippie encampment being on park land and not cleared the hell out of there immediately they found it! I can't imagine a park far from major cities being a hub for [spoilers redacted]! But mostly it's just a ridiculously convoluted plot for the sake of ridiculous convolutions.

Apparently there will be a second season, but I have no idea what they are going to keep constant from the first - the people, the setting, ???

What I'm still playing:

I'm still playing Dragon Age: The Veilguard, and it's still entertaining.
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lirazel ([personal profile] lirazel) wrote2025-08-20 09:31 am

what i'm reading wednesday 20/8/2025

What I finished:

+ Filterworld: How Algorithms Flattened Culture by Kyle Chayka, the guy who wrote that article a few years ago about how disconcerting it is that you can find coffee shops with the exact same aesthetic everywhere in the world.

I have rarely read (er...listened to, as this was an audiobook) a book I agree with so strongly. Chayka hates algorithmically-driven platforms as much as I do--perhaps more! Which is saying something! He basically thinks they're destroying culture, and I do not think he is wrong!

This book is both a "wow, this thing is fucked up and I hate it!" book and also a love letter to human curation and the development of your own taste. Lots of examples, a chapter about his own relationship with these platforms, a chapter about human curation in the real world and one about the people who are trying to do something similar online. This isn't a book that hates the internet--instead, like me, he's very nostalgic for certain things about the 90s/early 2000s internet before social media ruined everything. His discussions of discovering obscure anime through forums in the early 2000s made me very happy. I think he does a good job balancing the bigger picture with his own experiences--there are some writers who just include too much of themselves in their books that are allegedly about wider phenomena, but I didn't get annoyed with him in the way I sometimes do, so he must have done okay with the balance.

I really enjoyed this, but I do not recommend the audiobook. The reader has a decent enough voice, but he does this weird thing where he chops up sentences strangely in a way that they were not written, inserting the pause and emphasis in ways that I know Chakya didn't intend. It only happened a few times, but it really annoyed me. Does this person not know how sentences work? The way he read them made so much less sense! I wish I could remember examples to share, but alas I do not. On top of that, he mispronounced several things that matter to me personally (though I can't remember what they are right now) so I just got annoyed with him. I really need to stick to books read by their authors.

+ I also finished my reread of The Dawn of Everything for book club. I know I wrote a review of it the first time I read it, but I can't find it now. I'll keep looking and update this with a link if I can find it.

Graeber and Wengrow's main project is dismantling the cultural ideas that there is a certain, linear way that human societies develop and that if you scale them up large enough, they can no longer be democratic (which they define much more strongly than we usually use it) and must instead involve state brutality, bureaucracy, etc. Their main project is saying, "No, this is not true, just look at past cultures that were large without (probably) developing states as we think of them today. People have arranged themselves in countless different ways over the course of history, they did it purposefully, and we can do the same if we only have the imagination and will." Obviously, this speaks to me deeply.

This time around, I especially appreciated how much emphasis they put on how people have always been people--that people in the past didn't live in some atemporal way where they sort of drifted along and as technologies arose (who developed them? this is usually left unspoken) and climate/geography changed, they changed in response. The authors very much believe that people have always had agency and used it, that they've thought of themselves as and indeed been conscious political actors all along, that societies could be headed on a certain trajectory and then their people could decide to take a different turn instead. They're less clear on just how people made these collective decisions and took different turns, which is the most frustrating thing about the book imo--I want to apply what I've learned here, but I don't know how!

The core of Graeber's worldview is that quote of his (from a different work): "The ultimate hidden truth of the world is that it is something that we make, and could just as easily make differently." I think he is right about this. But I think the time scale matters, which is not something they explore deeply in this book. These decisions are mostly not made (with a few exceptions) on the scale of a human life but over the course of generations, which I'm sure is true but is also dissatisfying for those us who want people to suffer less now. And again, the actual mechanisms through which societies made these decisions are not included in the book, mostly because there's no way to know how most of them did it and also because telling us how they did it is not the point of this book.

Perhaps some of this would have been addressed in later books if Graeber hadn't left us so soon. Last I heard (several years ago) Wengrow was still working on the second book of their planned three or four, but who knows if we'll ever see it and how different it will be without Graeber's input.

I'll add this: I am much more aware this time of the book as (as someone else in the book club described it) historical midrash. The writers are pretty clear about the fact that some of what they're saying is conjecture--they think a good case can be made from the historical record, especially the archaeological one, but we can't know for sure. Still, every historian/archaeologist/anthropologist/whatever comes to conclusions despite us not knowing things for sure, and the authors are sick of the conclusions that are derived from the main narratives of a) humans having always been terrible or b) there being some sort of Fall (usually related to scale, agriculture, and cities).

They're saying, "We can't know for sure that X is true, but a case can certainly be made, so let's make it and then ask ourselves what we can learn about human societies--what can we imagine about our own futures--if it is true?" This is a very ideological (and anarchist) book, but most books are, and they're upfront about it, and also their ideology is much more in line with my own than most.

If nothing else, my mind continues to be blown by the fact that five thousand years passed between human beings first learning how to cultivate crops (a development they believe was women's work) and the rise of actual domestication and reliance on agriculture as the primary form of feeding communities. You heard that correctly! The Agricultural "Revolution" was five thousand years long!

What I'm currently reading:

+ After such books, I needed a palate cleanser, so of course I picked up a golden age mystery. This one is A Miss Marple book, Sleeping Murder. In middle school, I read all the Hercule Poirot books, but I didn't do something comparable with Miss Marple, so this one is entirely new to me (instead of just read so long ago that I've forgotten most of it). Very absorbingly written!
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troisoiseaux ([personal profile] troisoiseaux) wrote2025-08-20 08:09 am
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Reading Wednesday

Read The Ministry of Time by Kaliane Bradley, which is quite fun when approached with the knowledge that this is entirely the author's self-indulgent self-insert time travel AU The Terror fanfiction; I was willing to forgive various things which would annoy or disappoint me in a novel I took more seriously. Like, I cannot emphasize enough that this is a novel in which the protagonist bangs real historical figure Captain Graham Gore (1809-1848) of the HMS Terror (he's been brought to modern-day London through a top secret experiment in time travel! she's his government-assigned guide to the 21st century! they have to live together, for reasons! obviously!) and keeps quoting Tumblr memes and it was on Obama's summer 2024 recommended reading list. Live your dreams, Kaliane Bradley.
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atamascolily ([personal profile] atamascolily) wrote2025-08-16 01:37 pm
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Continuing to mainline mysteries. This time, it's The Father Hunt by Rex Stout (Nero Wolfe #whatever), one of the later books, and Archie even references this by wondering how long he'll be able to keep going in New York. This is one where I wonder if paternity tests would have changed the plot, as the technology wasn't really developed until after 1968. The Wikipedia article says that Human Leukocyte Antigen testing, which was developed in the '60s, has a 80% success rate, but it's not something that's even discussed in the text. It doesn't really matter because Nero Wolfe figures it out the old-fashioned way - and they would still have to do some sleuthing to know who to test - but it's something I think about.

I only have ~11 more Nero Wolfe books left in the library collection, which only gets me to about 27 out of 44 total, but it turns out there are some ebooks available, so I should probably be able to finish the whole series if I'm dedicated to it.

The Decagon House Murders by Yukito Ayatsuji is a cult classic locked-room mystery heavily inspired by Golden Age detective fiction, especially And Then There Were None (which makes it VERY easy to guess the culprit if you've read that book). Even so, the set-up and red herrings were very clever, and I'm really curious to see how the recent live-action adaptation handled it because it depends heavily on obscuring certain details from readers that would be much more obvious in a visual medium. It's very self-aware in the same way The Honjin Murders was self-aware but much less self-conscious and confident in its borrowings - even the characters taking on the names of mystery writers servers an important purpose.

That said, while I admire it on a technical level, as a puzzle and a narrative structure, I don't actually like it for itself... books where almost everyone dies violently and horrifically where there's no one to root for really do not appeal to me on an aesthetic level.

But I find the ending fascinating in that it suggests once again that it's not enough to commit the perfect crime; there is also a burning human need to share stories and experiences, to brag/boast/confess what one has done, and thus the murderer will always slip up, either consciously or unconsciously, in order to reveal the truth eventually. (The villainous monologue has the same roots, I think.) The irony is that this happens IRL, but by definition, we only know the stories where the criminal was caught/confessed or the truth was eventually revealed in some other way, because otherwise the true cause wouldn't be known to us. The "perfect" crime is not the one that has never been solved, it's the one where no one realizes a crime was ever committed in the first place.

Also after reading so much Seishi Yokomizo, which are post-WWII reflections on the rapidly shifting social order and the decline of the old aristocracy in the modern age, it was kind of fun to shift to something a little more "modern", too.

I will say that the Pushkin Vertigo's cover art and design for their translated Japanese mysteries continues to be iconic, representative, and memorable all in one.

By some coincidence, Yukito Ayatsuji is married to Fuyumi Ono, whose Twelve Kingdom series is getting reprinted in English, the first volume of which I had also checked out at the same time without realizing the connection. I always love it when creators are married to each other (for example, the writers/illustrators of Hunter x Hunter and Sailor Moon) and have their own independent stuff going on so it's not obvious.
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troisoiseaux ([personal profile] troisoiseaux) wrote2025-08-14 05:37 pm
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Murderland - Caroline Fraser

Finished Caroline Fraser's Murderland: Crime and Bloodlust in the Time of Serial Killers, and my main reaction is: huh. "Official" (i.e., major news publications') reviews for this book have tended to focus on Fraser's theory that childhood exposure to industrial pollution (specifically, lead poisoning) contributed to, if not caused, the prevalence of serial killers in the 1970s-80s,* and that certainly is a thread that she pulls throughout the book, but a more accurate subtitle might have been something like Ways to Die in the Pacific Northwest in the 1960s-80s: serial killers, car accidents on Seattle's ridiculously deadly Mercer Island/Murrow Bridge,** lung cancer from working at or living near smelters spewing lead, arsenic, and cadmium, the eruption of Mount Saint Helens, that one time Fraser's childhood neighbor's house blew up. It almost feels like she took a bunch of essays, chopped them up, and shuffled the snippets together like a deck of cards— her experience of growing up on Mercer Island with an abusive Christian Scientist father is another thread, as is the Guggenheim family, the Sacklers of smelting. (Specifically, Fraser points to their company's industrial pollution in Tacoma, WA, as an explanation for the truly bizarre number of serial killers with ties to the area.) Fraser weaves in politics and pop culture (Dune, Star Trek, Twin Peaks) as well, but the bulk of the book is a truly relentless parade of the horrors that Ted Bundy and his ilk inflicted almost exclusively upon women and girls. So, yeah! There was a lot going on here!

* Not just in the U.S., either: Fraser points out that "by the 2000s, the counties of South and West Yorkshire" - areas with a history of lead mining and smelting - "have ties to at least eight serial killers, more than any other area of the U.K." She even ties in Jack the Ripper and the smog of 19th century London ("burn bituminous coal and you breathe its impurities: arsenic, mercury, and trace metals, such as lead").

** It had a reversible lane system and a "bulge" apparently designed to make it just that much easier to drive straight off the bridge??
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Add me??

Name:Sami

Age:30's

I mostly post about:A little of everything I guess.

My hobbies are:Writing, Reading

My posting schedule tends to be: Pretty sporadic.

When I add people, my deal breaker is:If you're only reaching out when you need something, and never reciprocating support or interest in what's going on with me.

Before adding me, you should know: Nothing really. I like to think I'm a pretty laid back person. I'm a good listener and I'd be happy to meet some new people here.

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Althea Valara ([personal profile] althea_valara) wrote2025-08-13 09:13 pm

FFXI: Rise of the Zilart summary!

It all began with a stone, or so the legend says.


In ages past, a sentient jewel, enormous and beautiful, banished the darkness. Its many-colored light filled the world with life and brought forth mighty gods.


Bathed in that light, the world entered an age of bliss until, after a time, the gods fell into slumber. That world was called Vana'diel.


The legend goes on to say...


From the darkest depths of the earth the Warriors of the Crystal rose...



The Rise of the Zilart expansion tells the story of the Warriors of the Crystal, and of the ancient clash between two races, one of which was the Zilart - who have plans to bring about Vana'diel's destruction. Read on to find out just what the Zilart have planned.



(As before, the actual game script is located at my Neocities site, here: https://altheavalara.neocities.org/ffxi/rotz - what lies under the cut is my summary for those who don't want to read the long script.)

spoilers galore! )
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Isis ([personal profile] isis) wrote2025-08-13 04:25 pm
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wednesday reads and things

What I've recently finished reading:

1984 by George Orwell (reread, but first read nearly 40 years ago, so.) This book requires a great deal of suspension of disbelief; it's more of an allegory of fascism, an exaggerated cartoon version, than it is actual fascism. But that's the point, I think. It's the authoritarian nightmare writ very very large, and I hope that enough people are reading it now to be scared into fighting the authoritarian nightmare which is slowly establishing its tentacles across the US. (And that they don't get so chilled by the downer ending that they believe that it's impossible to fight...)

A few things stood out to me about this book written in 1949. First, it's interesting that ideology isn't actually important here; the object is to amass and retain power, and I think that's true of our current regime. Second is the importance of stamping out every bit of creativity and independent thought, even getting rid of words describing creativity and independence, such that even the books and songs produced by the government are created by computers (cough AI cough) and lightly edited by humans. Very prescient and chilling! And of course the thing that brings this book to mind and has put it on so many contemporary reading lists is the idea of editing information about the past to bring it in line with what the government wants people to believe - which is what the regime is attempting now.

I mostly enjoyed it (if "enjoyed" is the correct word) though the protagonist's view of women was a bit madonna/whoreish, kind of weird, and I wondered how much it reflected the author's feelings. (However, it's obvious to me that the in-universe view of Jews is very clearly intended to be part of the throughline connecting to Nazism, so I am not sure why I feel more uncomfortable about the portrayal of women.) Also there's a whole section in the middle which is a lengthy quote from a purported book by Goldstein, the leader of the Resistance, and that's just ugh boring clunky exposition in the middle of what is for the most part powerful prose. But otherwise, I'm glad I read it again, in these times, where we are led by small men who want to amass power for power's sake, and be cruel for cruelty's sake, and put their boots on everybody's faces.

What I'm reading now:

My hold on the third Emily Wilde book by Heather Fawcett came in at the library, so I'm reading Emily Wilde's Compendium of Lost Tales. The beginning was terribly confusing but I'm starting to get into it.

What I recently finished watching:

We finished Arcane, which - I have mixed feelings about. Actually, it kind of reminds me of Andor - no, not the downtrodden rising up against the elite (though okay, there are some elements of that) but the plot veering off sideways and jumping around and things that seem like they're important getting dropped and things coming suddenly out of nowhere. (So maybe it was supposed to be a longer series that got canceled so they had to cram everything into the second season?) I am still not sure what Viktor's whole deal was, or what exactly the "arcane" is, or the invasion at the end, or...and then I looked up the game it's based on and it's a battle arena game, so I am not sure where this plot came from! Anyway, I loved the art, liked a lot of the characters and their relationships, didn't really care for the way the story evolved in S2.

What I'm watching now:

Untamed, which is the Netflix murder mystery miniseries set in Yosemite, not the Chinese drama - that one has a The in front of it. Eric Bana and Sam Neill are in it but we're really watching for the lavish scenery porn, which is definitely amazing. (Also some of it takes place in Mariposa, so it makes me think of [personal profile] rachelmanija, though I don't know if it's actually filmed there or if it even makes sense to be taking place there.)
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cesperanza ([personal profile] cesperanza) wrote2025-08-13 01:04 pm

Where the fuck is my life going?

I am still here! <3. I'm just so seriously middle-aged, I've got everything on the boil rn. But I'm here if anyone needs me and still contributing to fandom in all the ways I can. You can also reach me at all the places you've always reached me--or other me, or any of the mes you may need.

Things I have enjoyed/am enjoying lately include:

* Killing Eve - I know, I'm super late to Killing Eve, but my sister loves loves loves it and so she asked me to watch it and so I'm watching. First two seasons obviously the best IMO, but she's asked me to see it through so I'm seeing it through.

* Strange New Worlds - its like 100% actual Star Trek! Also it's so fannish - like, look, there are episodes where I can tell the entire reason for the plot is to make sense of one weird moment in ST; TOS and you know what: I RESPECT YOU!! I SALUTE YOU!! YES, GO AHEAD AND FIX THAT ONE MINOR PLOT POINT in TOS, I AM YOUR AUDIENCE, I TOTALLY SEE WHAT YOU DID THERE, GET DOWN WITH YOUR BAD SELF. Also, honestly, I will never be tired of Pike cooking, which is a bizarre characterization that I didn't see coming and which nobody I'm trying to pimp to this show ever believes until they see it. Also I would die for Number 1 and La'an. Also Pike cooks with cast iron and open flame in a spaceship. Really: I salute you, show. I am glad you are back! (Especially since no more Disco.)

* Bridgerton/Queen Charlotte - late to QC also, after watching Bridgerton, and thought it was actually really a notch above Bridgerton. (Which I did enjoy - I mean, I respect their commitment to the pleasure principle.) Glad to be caught up there.

* House - yes, yes, I know, I'm really kicking it like it's 2004 around here, but Tiberius, now a teen, had seen bits of it on the interwebs and was like, "Mom, do you know anything about this show House?" and I was like YESSSSS. YESSS I DOOOOO, and your aunt made a great vid of it! Whereupon I showed him astolat's "Bukowski" and we settled in for a watch/rewatch: we like to have a show we're watching together. He's into Trek also so we watched Discovery and Lower Decks and we'll watch SNW as a family now its back, but there's a lot of House to go through and that's a nice option too.

(Side note to those of you who don't have teens: what I did not expect is that Gen Z basically is getting culture in bursts of 10 seconds or less. He's seen literally BITS of House. He will tell me "I know that song--or well, I know 7 seconds of that song." Remember how there would be kids who wouldn't read a novel, they'd just watch the movie? My students now are like--THAT MOVIE IS TWO WHOLE HOURS? I seriously fear for the future, it makes previous claims of attention span deterioriation look PREPOSTEROUS. Holy shit. I swear, I spend so much energy trying not to be too judgy! But I am very judgy! Then again: this moment, this decade, really provokes judginess!! )

(Additional side note: Tiberius is super eye rolly because since middle school all the girls he knows are like "Wow, your mom is SO COOL," --because of course I am! I am really fucking cool, plus I helped to found the AO3 and all of that, so I am a high school rock star, and Tiberius is like, "please God save me from this hell" lol. Cause honestly there really is nothing worse than having a cool mom, I do get that, but I tell him he'll appreciate it later, when I'm dead.)
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lirazel ([personal profile] lirazel) wrote2025-08-13 08:29 am

what i'm reading wednesday 13/8/2025

A short post this week, since I was very, very busy this weekend.

What I finished:

+ Behind Frenemy Lines by Zen Cho, which I enjoyed despite the awful name. Whoever is naming the books in this series is doing them a disservice! I really like the cover art though, so kudos to the artist.

The books in this series (two so far, the other being The Friend Zone Experience) are ostensibly romances, but that's not really why I read them. The romances move too fast for my ace ass, just like 90% of romances, but this is a Me Problem. If you don't have the "you barely know each other!" or the "I haven't spent enough time with you to be fully invested in this relationship!" kinds of problems that I have with almost all romances, then I do not think the romance will seem rushed. It's a nice dynamic between two immigrant London lawyers (one from Malaysia, one from Hong Kong) who have a series of unfortunate encounters before ending up working together.

I really like both of the characters, but as I said, I'm not so much here for the romance as I am for the other stuff. In both of these books, the real appeal are a) the family backdrops and b) the moral quandaries. Zen Cho is fantastic at writing complicated family dynamics that feel so very real--suffocating in some cases, loving but fraught in others. Family, no matter how loving, is never easy in her books--it involves responsibilities, expectations, negotiations but it's no less precious for all that. I deeply appreciate this aspect of her writing because it feels very real and immediate, especially in a world that (at times) can encourage us to just break things off with any relationship that involves conflict.

She's also really good at placing her characters in situations where they have to make difficult choices and are torn by dueling loyalties or moral commitments. The choices these characters make matter in a way that's rare in the kind of frothy fiction that these books get shelved alongside. Obviously, I dig anything that involves people making difficult moral choices, so I eat this up.

Honestly, my only real complaint about the book is that I wanted to spend more time with the characters and their problems. I wanted to dig deeper into their family stuff, have them struggle with the moral choices for longer, etc. I personally felt like this book could have used more room to breathe. But if this sounds appealing to you, I recommend it!

Oh, another thing I dig about Zen Cho's contemporary books-- they give me a glimpse of Malaysia, a really interesting multi-ethnic society I know very little about. And Cho doesn't over-explain things--she'll throw words in there that she doesn't take the time to define, so you either figure them out from context or look them up if you really want to know what they mean. I like this a lot! It feels like I'm being treated as an adult and also it feels like she's pushing back against the exoticizing that can happen in books published in Anglophone countries. For the characters, these aspects of their life are normal and not to be commented upon, and the specter of the white reader doesn't intrude through too much handholding by the text. It's great!

What I'm currently reading:

+ I'll be finishing up The Dawn of Everything for the last week of book club. As always, this book makes me want to write a dozen different anthropologically-focused fantasy novels a la Le Guin.

+ I read the lovely forward to Ray Bradbury's Dandelion Wine and I'm looking forward to reading the book. Shockingly, I've never read anything of his besides Fahrenheit 451.
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steepholm ([personal profile] steepholm) wrote2025-08-12 04:24 pm
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Hedgehog vs. Bear

My friend Rei sent me a photo of herself taking part in an academic panel on international defence at the Osaka Expo. My eye was drawn (as how could it not be?) to that fact that the panelists were sitting beside a large cut-out cartoon hedgehog - which seemed incongruous in a such a serious setting.

nato hedgehog

Rei tells me that this is in fact a mascot used by NATO for mass communication purposes. In which case, how come I've never seen it?

On looking into the matter, however, I find that the hedgehog was indeed in use during the Cold War, as a formidable beast whose spines were, nevertheless, defensive in nature. (The other picture dates from 1959, and shows 15 hedgehogs, representing the 15 then-members, seeing off a Russian bear. I wonder which is the USA?)

NATO hedghehog- 1

This article from the NATO website suggests that the symbol was dropped in the 1980s, but it has clearly made a comeback - at least in Japan, where no organisation is complete without its mascot character, any more than Lyra without her daemon.
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lirazel ([personal profile] lirazel) wrote2025-08-12 09:12 am
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three music-related things

+ My girl Lissie (who I've been following since her song "Everywhere I Go" was used on an episode of Dollhouse) just released a cover of "America" by my boys Simon and Garfunkel. The video is made of home videos from the 40s-70s and I love it so so much. The cover is good but the video really elevates it.





I am deeply moved by ordinary people living good lives, so I got teary-eyed.



Anyway, watching it made me think of how much I love Lissie's covers. She's actually known for her covers as much as all the songs she's written herself, and for good reason. She has SO many good covers and I like how she'll often go for something really unexpected and outside her genre (folk-rock singer-songwriter, basically).

Here's "Pursuit of Happiness" by Kid Cudi:




"And Nothing Else Matters" by Nirvana:



"Bad Romance" by Lady Gaga:



"Go Your Own Way" by Fleetwood Mac:




"2000 Miles" by the Pretenders:




"Wrecking Ball" which is apparently by Miley Cyrus:




+ I've been listening to a lot of The Strike lately and I've realized they've written my two favorite songs about being a struggling working band.

"Painkillers" is IMO the very best song ever written about being a wedding band. It may not have a lot of competition lol! But I just think it's so clever and moving (and has a great hook)--the singer is reminding themself of why they have to play the same songs over and over at every wedding--because they're painkillers for the people listening and give them a way to escape reality for a hours and go back to when they were young. The bridge is "tonight we're going to dance our pain away," which should give you some idea of the song.




The other one is, imo, an even stronger song. "Down" is just about the struggle to make it. The singer is asking themself, "Why are we still doing this? Why have we invested so many years into this even though we've never struck big?"

"Another night sleeping in the car
Wondering what we’re even looking for
Burning the gas that we can’t afford
To heal the broken hearts

"And they still call up the radio stations
And ask us how we’re not so frustrated
Because they saw us way back in 15
And I say I’m not sure where the time goes."

The answer is the magic of live music, tbh.



Anyway, I love both of these songs madly.

+ I Do Not Do video games, but apparently really great music is getting written for video games? Someone posted a clip of a symphony playing a beautiful piece of music, so I went to find it on YouTube, only to find that there's two hours worth of additional music, equally beautiful! Apparently Undertale is a video game that was created by one genius dude and he also wrote all the music for it??? Even though he had no background in music???

Anyway, I've been listening to this a lot and loving it:


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troisoiseaux ([personal profile] troisoiseaux) wrote2025-08-10 06:18 pm
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Weekend reading

Read Return to Blood by Michael Bennett, a mystery/thriller set in rural New Zealand and the second book in a series: Māori detective Hana Westerman has resigned from the Auckland police and moved back to her hometown, only to find herself unofficially investigating two cold cases when the discovery of the body of a young woman who has been missing for four years raises new questions about another, seemingly solved murder twenty years earlier. This was... pretty mid, to be honest, but I liked it best whenever Bennett veered off to wax poetic about New Zealand and/or develop Hana's backstory, frequently intertwined.

Picked back up on Caroline Fraser's Murderland and, like, I do see the vision here— in this current chapter, Fraser keeps mentioning what is apparently every single known time Ted Bundy stopped for gas while going on his 1974 murder spree, just as a little fact she throws out before going onto the next horror, and like, I get why she's bringing it up, because the other and interrelated throughline of this book is the way that the lack of environmental regulations on smelting and leaded gasoline led to widespread lead poisoning led to why there were so many serial killers in 1970s-80s America generally and the Pacific Northwest particularly. But also, it's weird! This is a really weird book and I don't totally know what to make of it! But it's interesting to read alongside my current re-watch of Mindhunter on Netflix, a fictionalized drama about the development of the FBI's Behavioral Science Unit. (No, I'm not really sure why this is my current theme, either.)
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andrew_ashling ([personal profile] andrew_ashling) wrote in [community profile] add_a_writer2025-08-10 08:28 pm

I write stuff. Gay stuff. Very gay stuff.

Name: Andrew Ashling

Location: Europe

About My Journal: I have my own website, Ximerion, but I wanted a backup. So, my journal will mostly provide info about my books.

The sticky post provides an overview of all my books. It contains links to more specialized posts for each book. Or, at least, that’s the intention, because at this moment it is still very much a WIP. I will complete the info gradually.

I also will publish larger excerpts of my books. At the time of writing there are two. One from Dagger of Deception, the first of a series of medieval mysteries, with gay amateur sleuths, called Rahendo & Ryhunzo Mysteries. The other is from the second book of the same series, Last of the Line, projected publication late September or October 2025. I will post more excerpts later.

Finally, I plan posting some more personal musings, as well as quotes I stumble upon on the internet.

What I Write: I like to call my main series, Dark Tales of Randamor the Recluse Epic Historical Fantasy with Gay Main Characters. They’re full of action, political intrigue, battles, and, sort of, gay dark romance. They’re not for the faint of heart.

The Rahendo & Ryhunzo Mysteries are set in the same world, parallel to the main action, but are far more lighter fare. Almost cozy mysteries, perhaps.

My most recent book—at the time of writing—is a novella, The Conqueror, also set in the same world. It’s about a second plane character who has left the main action. While I found the rest of his story interesting to explore, it has no place in the main series.

I’ve also written a dystopian stand-alone novel, A Dish Served Cold, a few satirical short stories, and a short thriller.

Recently, I’ve begun entertaining writing bona fide Historical Novels. We’ll see…

What I Read: History, Historical Fiction, Fantasy and whatever I find interesting.

Could I Edit Someone Else's Work: Maybe. Given the time, which I haven’t. The more important question is, “Would I be good at it?” Probably not. I would try to rewrite Someone Else’s Work in my own style. So, except for basic typo-hunting, no.